Probably right now the idea of ‘finishing well’ is at the foremost of my mind. As a person who feels strongly about integrity, I definately feel it is important for me to finish strongly, not to finish well before I leave the various roles I am in down south.
However, it has to be said that I am finding this difficult. My mind has moved on. I am constantly finding myself thinking more about my 5 month holiday(naturally) and my plans upon return than on the last 3 weeks I have at school and also in Margaret River. Finding the drive to complete what I am involved in down here well is proving difficult. I think this is partly because I really enjoy NEW challenges in amongst ongoing challenges, but with such a short time remaining there is no real ability for me to start or face new challenges…so completing the ongoing ones is proving more difficult.
I have just come back from school holidays and to say yesterday and today have been difficult would be an understatement. I was clearly reminded yesterday just how much there is left to finish. I felt tired just perusing my ‘to do list’. Very little of what is remaining is exciting, it is mostly collating data, working out handover material, cleaning spaces etc. None of this excites me.
I suppose one of the lessons I am being reminded of is that I can’t always rely on having enthusiasm towards something so as to do it. Sometimes we do have to do things that are NOT in our field of interest. In fact you could say it is how we treat THESE area’s that says a lot about our character and integrity.
Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mean to include things we get involved in that are actually unimportant, I mean area’s that are important to our role but may not infact be entirely in our area of interest. As an example, last year I undertook a whole school survey which the various chaplains have been doing here for 6 years now. The information from these has been very, very beneficial…but the actual collating of the data is extremely tedious and boring. It would be very easy for me to just leave this for the next chaplain, but I know how I would have felt if, when i started here, I discovered I had to collate the data from a survey the previous chaplain did. I am not excited about doing this, but it is important to complete this, finish well, and enable whoever takes my position to have a clean, fresh start.
Finishing something is defintely an interesting experience.